today was the last fetal echocardiogram before weston is born on the 4th of june. and it went fantastically! there's been no change in the size of his pulmonary arteries from the last visit a month ago. and the doctor even said that they're hopeful little weston will be able to breathe on his own without intubation when he's born.
i ended up meeting with the same cardiologist i met with the first time, and i think he was pleasantly surprised by the measurements. there was a different feeling in that special room they sit you down in with the comfy couches that are somehow supposed to alleviate the shock of the bad news they give you there. until today i've been preparing for the worst and too scared to hope for the best.
but i feel different today. and i'm glad. i'm buying diapers and formula tomorrow. prayers are being heard and answered. weston says thank you :)